Okay im updating. its a miracle.

*aaaawhhhhhhhhh* angel coming out from the sun

HAHAHA hmm angel reminds me of my colleague at work.

And yes I am working now, I work at Body contours.

Recently a bad rumor has been going around bout us.

Well its my fault actually, I am as usual stubborn and bitchy.

And yes I do call myself bitchy at times. Its okay to call yourself a bitch once in a while. After all, I am just refering to female dogs and female dogs are really cutee.

So by calling myself a bitch, I am calling myself cute.

Case closed, I better stop typing before charlyn pissed for using the company internet XD

fuck SIAAA! IM SO FUCKING PISSED! WTF SO WHAT IF I FART AT HOME WHEN YOU’RE HERE. I DID NOT FART INFRONT OF YOUR FACE RIGHT! WTH FUCK IT MANN. 

I TRY MY BEST TO BE THE NICEST DAUGHTER IN THE WORLD. I AM NOT A FUCKED UP MINAH WHO DOESN’T HAVE AN EDUCATION. I AM FULLY EQUIPPED WITH AN OLEVEL CERT AND A FUCKEN DIPLOMA. I AM NOT SOME STUPID BITCH WHO DOESNT WORK. OR A BITCH WHO COMPLAINS ABT GIVING HER MUM MONEY. NO SO FUCK IT!

I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I DO NOW IS HOPELESS. I FEEL LIKE TRYING TO CHANGE DON’T MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU CAUSE YOU ONLY SEE THE BAD POINTS NEVER THE GOOD. YOU FAIL TO SEE HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY ON WHAT BAD THINGS I DID TO YOU. AND ITS A FUCKIN FART, AND THE FART WAS LET OUT ACCIDENTALLY! IT WASNT LYK SOME FUCKEN MOTORBOAT FART THAT WENT ON CONTINUOUSLY, IT WAS ONE TOOT AND DONE. IT WAS TOOT CAUSE IT DIDNT DRAG, IT WAS LYK TOT AND ME TRYING MY BEST TO STOP IT CAUSE IT WAS ACCIDENTALLY LET OUT. FUCK IT YOU KNOW FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ALL THIS MALAY TRADITIONS THAT OH SO FUCKED UP! FUUUUUUCCCK!

I WANT TO..

I REALLY HATE DAD.

EFF LAAA. WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS?!

HIS WHOLE FAMILY, HIS NOT MUM’S, CAME TO MY HOUSE

AND INVADE MY WHOLE PRIVACY, I HAD TO SHARE MY SMALL SLEEPING SPACE, I HAD TO SHARE SEATS, PILLOWS AND BLANKETS.

THEN HE DIDNT EVEN BOTHER SHOWING UP! NOT EVEN SENDING THEM TO PLACES, NOT EVEN HELPING US OUT, NOT EVEN VISITING TO SEE WHETHER WE’RE STILL ALIVE.

THATS HOW WORTHLESS THE PERSON I CALLED DAD IS.

HE DISAPPEARS WHEN HIS WHOLE FAMILY APPEARS THEN WHEN THEY’RE NOT THERE ANYMORE, THEN HE WILL COME BACK. COME BACK ALSO NEVER BRING ANYTHING BUT GIVE MORE WORK FOR US LIKE ASKING FOR YOUR STUPID COFFEE. 

WTH LAAAA.. IM SO IRRITATED.

MUM ALWAYS CRITICIZE ON ALL MY BFS.

BUT I MYSELF DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT EVER DID SHE FIND IN DAD.

GOOD LOOKING? NO

CLEVER? NO

KIND HEARTED? NO

RELIGIOUS? NO

ASSHOLE? YES TTM

YOU’RE ONLY DAD BY NAME AND NOT BY HEART

WOW MY PREVIOUS POST VERY ANGSTY EHH.

WELL HERE’S A TOTAL DIFFERENT POST FOR TODAY .

THE ONLY THINGS US GIRLS/BOYS LIKE TO LOSE IS WEIGHT.

TRUEE TRUEEEE. I WAN LOSE WEIGHT LOHHH!

I WAN LOSE SO MUCH WEIGHT EVERYBODY WILL BE TALKING ABT IT.

I JOGGED YESTERDAY, ATE WHOLEMEAL FOOD.

SO YEAH HOPEFULLY CAN LAST LA. I MIGHT RUN TMR MORNING OR NIGHT DEPENDS LOH. HEEEE. 

WELL THATS ALL. 

WELL I GUESS I COULD SAY ITS BEEN LONG.

SO MANY THINGS TO DO SO LITTLE TIME.

SO MUCH THOUGHTS.

SO LITTLE ACTIONS.

PEOPLE ARE SO OBLIVIOUS AREN’T THEY?

SO MUCH EGO IN THIS WORLD AND SO MUCH UGLINESS.

IM JUST BEING RANDOM CAUSE IM BORED TRYING TO THINK

WHAT TO WRITE FOR MY REFLECTION AND HERE I AM TUMBLRING

OH WELL. SATS HAVE BEEN GREAT TO ME.

ALL IS WELL.

Omg after we’ve cleaned everything for you.

After we follow to your every say.

You still have to comment on us?

WTH laaa.

And you talk about marriage.

About how we should be like a good wife.

Cos a good wife cleans well and stuff like that.

Sorry eh. I’m living in a modern world where career is more important

than what? CLEANING? yeahh.

I can cook, yes I can cook.

I can clean too, I don’t need a degree in cleaning.

If I want to get married, If I had to be a good wife,

won’t I just have to hire a maid to do all my cleaning?

PLUS why must you teach me how to be a good wife?

When your son can’t even be a good husband.

So why don’t you just go and convince my brother how to be a good husband.

Sometimes I really hate my tradition.

My tradition require girls to do everything.

A girl must know how to cook, must know how to clean, must know how to treat a husband well, must know how to fix things, must know how to go to the market.

Why can’t a girl do other stuff than housechores?

Like naomi james, the first girl to sail around the world for two days

or hayley williams, a rocker! hahahaa.

I hate traditions.

I love my ex secondary school mates.

They are funny, awesome and very entertaining.

Raya with them was awesome.

Raya with supposedly lepak gang is not what I had in mind.

I miss all the missing people!

And And I had my attachment interview.

It was awesome really, she was really nice.

BTW I’ll be working at SATS at changi airport, some sort of flight catering.

I get to work in like different kitchens in my whole attachment period.

Western, baking, asian, muslim kitchen.

So awesome laaa. Seriously excited in the baking site.

And I sooooo love my shift.

From 8am to 4pm!! Must wake up early laa but never mind.

Can go out after work!

Me, leslie and merilyn got the job and we had to collect our stool for

some bacteria test (sorta-like-the-person-with-salmonella-in-his-body-case)

It’s so disgusting laaa but at least the medical check up is free.

The pay is even more awesome. $600! heeee!

Leslie was so excited about his Dr mat shoes.

It’s been a fun week.

Even though there were some bitchy moments about me not

getting to work in F1, I guess got no rezki, not fated maybe.

Or it could be god didn’t want me to be any where near liquor

cos sal told me she drank a lot last night.

Ohwells.

kay bye!